Can I sleep now?

Well, everyone, today marks the end of my first week of intensive training to become a teacher of English to speakers of other languages. That’s 5 days down and 21 to go. I don’t have much time to indulge in the leisurely activity of blogging at the moment, so I’ll just share an edited Facebook status I posted this evening when I first got home. I think it sums up the first week pretty nicely.

  • I’m exhausted! In the last two nights, I’ve slept a total of 9 hours. I don’t expect this to get much better any time soon, either. Methodology and language analysis sessions every morning + teaching practice or observation every afternoon + 4 or 5 hours of lesson planning or homework every night = a hard row to hoe.
  • Writing lesson plans is truly an art … and a time-consuming one at that. Thank all the good teachers in your life for putting the effort into making good plans for what they taught you. Most of us have no idea how much thought and work go into that. That’s probably because the best teachers just make it look so easy.
  • My first lesson to a group of real, live students was on Tuesday afternoon. It went really well even though I was nervous enough to feel like throwing up for two hours before it even started. My second lesson on Thursday was personally disappointing. I felt extremely stressed because of last-minute changes to the lesson plan. According to my evaluator, though, it went well. Today’s lesson, on the other hand, was nothing short of a disaster. I tried to accomplish too much, and my instructions weren’t clear enough or adequately reinforced. My evaluator didn’t argue with my self-assessment, but at least I didn’t get raked over the coals. Instead, she pointed out my strengths and was glad to see that I immediately recognized the areas where I overstretched. Maybe it’s a training rule not to crush your spirit at the outset? (By the way, “freer stage” lessons—for anyone who’s familiar with the concept—are not as easy as they seem.)
  • Despite the exhaustion and the sporadic moments of disappointment and self-doubt, one thing I know is that I really like doing this and I want to do it well. There’s nothing better than seeing the moment “when the penny drops” (as one of our tutors says) and a student “gets” it.

Now I’m going to hit the sack and hopefully sleep soundly for at least 8 hours. With no lesson to teach tomorrow, at least I won’t be rehearsing “concept questions” in my head all night. The next lesson is Tuesday afternoon: listening and speaking skills for intermediate-level students. In the meantime, though, I’ve got a 1,000-word assignment to crank out and a student interview to prepare for. Keep your fingers crossed for me …

P.S. — In the Thursday morning methodology session, I learned how to say “orange juice”, “milk”, “water”, “tea”, and “whiskey” in Irish, as well as how to ask if you like one of these things, how to respond negatively or affirmatively, and how to say “thank you” … all without ever hearing a single word of English or even seeing a single word of Irish spelled out. Now, that was a spectacular teaching lesson. Go raibh maith agat, Margaret!

© 2012 Samuel Michael Bell, all rights reserved

9 thoughts on “Can I sleep now?

      1. That is pretty good! That means 3 more week-ends where you can sleep in and rest, and then it is over. I feel for ya, between full-time interpreting, class, translation, and fit in my blogging hobby, I don’t get out much 😉 I try to though… Have a good week!

  1. My heartfelt empathy. I am in the middle of the same course, only, luckily, I chose the 13 week version. The people in my class (and I) have marvelled at how anyone can do it in four weeks but it sounds like you’re doing very well. I’m a pretty confident person but if anything will riddle you with self-doubt it’s being assessed so regularly that your head spins. Having said that, I love it, too, and think it’s very worthwhile. Bon chance!

    1. Thanks! I have to say, it was incredibly daunting to plan a lesson for Tuesday at 2:15 pm after finding out what the topic was Monday at 5:00 pm and have to brainstorm, make my own props and exercises, and make sure the procedure would work before the next morning (because I had methodology and language analysis in the morning!). Argh. At least it will be finished in 3 more weeks! Good luck to you, too! We will get through this and be fabulous teachers! 🙂

  2. Missing your posts – even though the old ones are great………
    You’re almost done!!! YEAH!!! Time for that MARTINI made by Marti!!!!
    You and Michael – can be our guests soon – but aren’t you Michael too? Or is it SAM?

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